before reading this please this is a warning this is extremely dark subject matter if you are easily offended by sexual assault or abuse do not proceed to read this this is a diary entry from the character Iza from the smug webcomic she has a secret diary that no one knows about but a certain black Panda bug found it but please keep in mind this is very dark she's been through a lot so please do not harass or bully her she's been through enough.
Iza diary entry one date 10/23/2003: I remember the first time you raped me. You where drunk and I was four, I will always remember what you did to me. The scars, slaps, pinching, ticing, buring, blood from my insides, your slured words, dont you think i wont forget that? It fucken burned when I peed from your knifes for hands when you fingered me it felt like my pussy was being stabed in my insides. I cried so god damn much you got harder with every tear that rolled down my eye. You were truly a sick bastard and I will never forgive you no matter how many dumbasses tell me to. They truly don't know what you've done to me. And I don't even think I can even have sex ever because of you. Sometimes I wonder how I even survived your clutches. But here I am writing this right now as a dumb therapy thing because my boyfriend wanted me to. So I want you to know this every single time I touch a drum kit every single time I hit a drum it's you I see your face every time I hit it. There was one time where it was so violent that I almost broke the whole set. worst part was I got so hard from it too. I hate you so much because I feel like I'm slowly turning into you. You always call me Daddy's Little Girl. I want you to know how much I fucken hated that and every time I hear the word Daddy I just think of you. So why did you treat me so bad. Is it because I wasn't perfect. Is it because I was good enough for you. Or are you just so mental that I'm just your sex toy I want you to know this Jeffrey I hope you're roting in hell.
End of Entry by Iza🌺
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Note from Liz. I don't know if she's going to kill me or not the posting this on here but I feel like people don't understand her well enough no matter how hard I explain to them they don't get why she's so nuts most the time they just say oh she's just mental or pressure off treating her like a baby then all reality she's probably one of the best pbs I've ever met in my life and iza if your reading this please don't kill me I'll make it up to you I promise I just feel like people deserve to know what you went through and to know that you're not alone I love you okay from Liz ⬛